再び僕は英語を勉強することに決めた。
I decided to start afresh on English studies.

そう今一度、僕は辞書を片手に立ち上がる。
Now, I take action with English dictionary in one hand.

理由はごくごく個人的なことだ。
There is a deep personal reason.

先の目標として僕は設定する。
I set my long-term aim.
それは「振り返ってみればバカみたいな目標だと思えること」だ。
“In retrospect, I should have done it stupidly.”

曖昧な表現で理解できないと思う。
You will not understand, because it is a vague expression.

正直なところ僕自身うんざりしている。
Honestly speaking, I am immersed in self-hatred.

でも僕は再び立ち上がる。
However, I get up...

辞書を片手に。
with English dictionary in one hand.

What can I say.....?

ここのところ

For a while....

ヒゲをそってません

I have not shave my face.

それません

I cannot shave.

それどころか

Not only....

まともに顔も洗ってません

I have not done a stroke of washing my face.

洗えません

I cannot wash up.

洗髪はしていますが

I take a shower everyday.

荒川静香のようなポーズです

It assume a posture that like a figure skater (for example Shizuka Arakawa) in Japan.

思ったよりも

不自由な生活です

It is inconvenient life than I thought.

I want to exercise.

My doctor has said to me since last Wednesday, "Do not engage in athletic activities with sweating."

Of course I have a reason for it.

I will write it then, if I am include.

Well, that's all.

I spend most of my time reading books...

My camera takes me somewhere.

Maybe...

For instance, "Music"....

Though this is my imagination.

However,

Maybe...

"Sound" might flow in my blood.

See you!!

Shingo

New year's resolution

New year's resolution
新年の決意

Were you going anywhere for New Year's?
正月はどこかにいきましたか？

This year I am going to learn a new word or expression every single day.
今年は英語の新しい表現や言い回しを毎日一つずつ勉強します。

See you later.
Shingo,

Let's get going!

I say to myself that I really want to be able to speak fluent English.

Let's do it again.

First, I have to keep and write a diary in English.

See you later.
Shingo,